My sexual infatuation!
Jun. 21st, 2007 @ 11:15 pm
I have had this masochistic and personal fantasy about Teddy boy. When I think of all the ghoulish things he did to girls like me. I know it sounds awful, but I have this crazy fantasy. I'll share it with you and tell me what you think.
He would seduce me and I would be ever so willing. He would hit me in the face real hard. I would fall trembling on my back as my barefeet twitched . He would then proceed to beat me to a pulp and relish over my legs and feet. Then he would carry my bloody and unconscious body. Oh to be swept away by such a handsome and strong guy like Ted. Then he would dump me in a pile of mud. Does this arouse you girls?
Victims and Victimization
In profiling an offender, classification techniques involve the identification of the offense conditions that include but are not limited to such key features as victim choice, victim acquisition attack techniques, and crime scene activities. The key features of offending behavior and victim selection based on the preceding victims list and offending behavior associated with Ted Bundy include,
Gender: all victims were white females
Age: range of victims: 18-25
Victim Education: Some college or college graduates
Victim Characteristics: college female students, few engaged in high-risk lifestyles (the only high-risk behavior identified was hitchhiking as transportation by two victims)
Victim Alcohol and Drug Use: Some victims were reported (by their survivors) as consuming drugs or alcohol at various times in their lives but no reports of excessive drinking or drug abuse
Acquaintanceship: Bundy was a stranger to all of his victims. Of those women who dated or lived/married Bundy, none ever came to any harm
Ruse: feigned injury, cast on arm, pretended to be police officer, and crutches
Attack: stalked or hunted, blitz by bludgeoning, handcuffing victims
Planning: carried handcuffs, axe, knife, duct-tape, gloves and other tools in vehicle; returned to bodies to continue sexual and assaultive behavior to victims
Mobility: traveled great distances (Washington, Oregon, Utah, Colorado and Florida) for victim access and body dumping (multiple crime scenes, points of acquisition, injury and dumping grounds)
Victim Injuries: bludgeoning, rape, peri and post-mortem sexual assault, removed clothing, bite marks on victim breast, genitalia, buttocks, slashing wounds to breasts, genitalia or buttocks, dismemberment, necrophilia, sadistic behavior :assaulted victims and confined them for periods of time (1-3 days) prior to killing them
Other: took body parts and items of personal effects from victims
Bundy did not seduce, he bludgeoned his victims and sex was performed on their cold dead bodies... no kissing, no movie, and no flowers.
I believe your response to what was clearly the embarrassingly misguided, misinformed ramblings of someone obviously deluded enough to confuse the primal feelings associated with domination and the work of a mundanely evil man to be the best thing I have read on this site.
Succinct, stark, powerful and without compromise it is exactly the response that people professing to be 'fans' of Bundy need to shake them out of their respective trees.
However, let me put a little bit more meat on those bones...
Firstly, let me say that it is not unusual for people to have such fantasies, in fact it is far more commonplace than is comfortable to admit for many. The feeling, or more accurately, the perceived notion of the reality of the feeling of complete submission to the point where one becomes objectified and therefore relinquishing of all self can sometimes offer the delusion of being devoid of all responsibilities and the constraints that they contain. In that sense, its easy to see why this 'fantasy' becomes attractive.
Why Ted Bundy though? Well, to my mind its primarily because of his accessibility. There are even online communities dedicated to his memory...crazy I know but its true. The fact that Bundy has become a celebrity puts him into the realm of the pay per view freakshow attractions who crucially are often given credence and even reverence by our own perceptions of how they really are. Ted Bundy is safe to fantasise about, he's the bogeyman under the bed, the urban myth, the latest t-shirt or bumper sticker. He's safe to fantasise about because we know him, we know what he did and even before his execution, he was out of reach. Dont believe me? Try going into a prison for the criminally insane and rationalising your fantasies with them. You can usually be given supervised access to people in prison through prison visit charities or local churches...go ahead, try it. Its an absolute certainty that you'll have all your preconceived notions of Teddie trailed out, spat at and stamped on in a heartbeat.
Some people choose to believe that they have an affinity with Bundy, please let me explain why I think this is the biggest delusion of all. In my opening paragraph, I purposely called him a mundanely evil man. The reason being that in order for him to be able to carry out the atrocities he was responsible for, he disassociated himself from the exact feelings that people experience when they feel affinity. When people disassociate themselves from such feelings, they become unreachable in any practical sense. The irony is almost farcical if it wasnt so tragic.
"Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life..."
..but dont choose Ted Bundy
One of the best written pieces I have seen on all my years sitting in front of the idiot screen/keyboard since my first computer.
Somebody is using the last paragraph of your post on a tumblr site, and crediting it to somebody else. If you would like to know who and where let me know. I think it is pretty low. Especially a great paragraph like this one.
I tried to put in the info (not knowing I would be hit as 'spam'-I'm really new to all of this) and deleted it, but have the info aside.Edited at 2014-05-03 01:24 am (UTC)
the only fantasy i have about ted bundy involves what charles manson court transcripts would look like had ted bundy come across his ranch.
"look. i never told nobody to kill nobody. i said to that guy... you do whats in your heart you dig? you don't like brunettes with a middle part's thats your reflection brother not mine.....btw, has anybody seen susan? i aint seen her since she took off to use the bathroom the other night"
There is a strong connection between sex and violence. People who are into bondage flirt with the idea of being dominated and submissive, but it is never against their will. I do not think there is anything wrong with your fantasies about Ted, he was very handsome. Keep in mind that none of these women Ted sexually abused and murdered got any pleasure from it. For them it was a living nightmare, beyond horrifying. If they had been submissive then he would not have killed them because it was the pain and fear he got off on! I think many women are attracted to him because of nature versus nurture. Women want to nurture him and "save" him in a way, but Ted was beyond salvation and never showed any remorse for his actions, he was a force of nature and could not be tamed. He gave into his animal instincts instead of finding healthy outlets for them. Personally, I am fascinated by horror and blood and gore, but in reality I would never harm a human being in any way. I am also very gentle, loving, and kind. Yes I do fantasize about Ted sometimes, but my fantasies do not involve violence against me. It is more about Ted killing other women, and then coming to me all bloody and pumped up from what he has just done, kissing me with bloody lips and then having his way with me, These are just fantasies, I would never do anything like that in real life.
Ted also had a generic handsomeness that many women are attracted to. It is said that people with blue eyes are gentle, loving, and kind. Not only did Ted have blue eyes, he had perfect features, a sensitive mouth, and soft curly hair (when it was natural). He was also very thin and not that tall. It is difficult to connect such a charming and handsome young man with the terrible things he was doing t these girls when nobody could see him. However, there are certain videos and pictures where you can actually see his evil stare. The best one is when the police are reading the murder charges against him. Ted turns to look at the reporters standing on the other side of the room and for a moment he looks so scary that it is hard to put into words. The only way to describe it is cold, malicious, and very hateful. His eyes actually seem to turn black and they are the predatory eyes of a hawk. Then, bam! The mask of sanity lifts back up over his face and he smiles and lifts his hand in a wave for one of the most iconic photos ever taken of him. Even though he is smiling in that photo, his eyes are cold. Make no mistake, Ted was a predator, like a vulture, circling slowly, picking out his prey, and then swooping down to make the kill. He fed on the life force of his victims as a vampire feeds on blood. More than anything it is the combination of the two sides of Ted that makes him so intriguing. No one will ever know exactly who he was or what made him tick!
Does anybody else not think this fantasy was posted by a male and not a female, for the responses?
My "spidey" sense went way up, at the end of the first sentence; at the (last three words) end of the second sentence; and on the very last word and its placement/way of use.
Wake up women, everybody is testing the waters and what they can get out of us! Lack of positive attention doesn't fail to give a reward to these guys.Edited at 2013-12-30 11:27 pm (UTC)
I think Ted would still be alive today if he had succumb to a team of lawyers, and pleaded not guilty by reason of insanity. He was very smart, unfortunately his pride and ego got in the way of everything else that could have saved him. He left DNA and bite marks behind. He wasn't smart enough to outsmart everybody else. He had to be in control of something, and it was to try to be in control of his life. He failed. Big time. I hope his daughter has a successful, wonderful life. It had nothing to do with her, and she should not be punished, or chased, in any way or manner. Whomever wants to find her, leave her alone. She has nothing to offer you, nor you offer her, or any sick fantasy anybody wants to take her on. She never knew of the time when everybody in Florida and other parts of the states were wearing "BBQ BUNDY!" and "FRY BUNDY!" t-shirts. This would be a horror to be dragged through that for anybody. Including seeing all the sick autopsy photos out there. So keep your fantasies between you, the 2 dimensional photos you have collected, and the specks of dust that are all that remain of Ted Bundy. Leave the young lady alone. There are already enough victims of his, unfortunately many undiscovered.Edited at 2014-01-15 12:03 am (UTC)
That's rather harsh of a fantasy,
I mean I am a female masochist, (Not afraid to admit) And yet I can't see any
female wanting to be beaten to a bloody pulp.
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